Tuesday, April 3, 2012


So yah, these days I really really love colorful jeans. Feels like I want all color like pink fuschia, orange, tosca, blue, and another full color-jeans!

I know, I know, you guys love these too right? HAHA :)

Friday, March 30, 2012

Your Love

Your love
unlike any other
falls in my hand...
to take and recieve
Your love
so tender
so much of it
leaves me melting like butter
Your love
sweet and gentle
always there
to see me through
Your love
you show in hugs
and kisses
passionate and caring
Your love
like a neverending shower
lights up my day
with sunshine
Your love
in many colors
like a rainbow
leads me to a pot of gold

Happy 5th month anniv my boy *hugsandkisses*
This is a video that my boy made for me, yes he's such a romantic boy..
I love you too bian <3

Happy 5th month anniversary :)

Monday, March 19, 2012


'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence?
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole
 "We are Broken - Paramore"
Have you ever felt fear so deep that often haunt you when someone says something that can bring fear came again from the past?
Have you ever felt guilty that so deep when you realize that you gave bad impact to someone?
Have you ever felt trapped in the past?
Have you ever felt that you always give bad impact to others so that you getting mad and start hating yourself?
Fear, anger, anxiety that never ends.
All you can do is crying, but cry can change nothing.

Thursday, February 23, 2012


Yesterday I got this new haircut.
I never bob-ed my hair before, it's because I get bored with my long hair.

 Old Hair

 Holla new hair :D

So, which one do you prefer?

Saturday, February 11, 2012

L'amor Fou

L'amor Fou

Did you ever fall in love?
Do you ever willing to do anything for someone you love? Yes! Everyone does.
Love is crazy, right?

This is what I feel right now, to have someone like you is really amazing.

"Let start with forever" - someone :)

Thursday, February 9, 2012


The eventual loss of someone close to you is a natural part of life.

Whether that person dies, or simply moves away, there are always feelings of fear that you will be alone to deal with the difficulties of life.
Ammidyphobia is a great fear of losing a loved one over death.

I have that kind of fear, not over death, but I just hate when someone leave me, even only for a while.
I'm very anxious of people leaving me. I hate being left alone. Afraid of getting dumped.

Have you ever feel the same way that I feel? Sometime this feeling haunt me.
The fear itself is not that scary, but the pain kills.

Hot Chocolate

Hi everyone!
This is my first post. So, the one that inspire me is..

This Hot Chocolate that spilled out when made this blog..